Alina after the party. It wasn't a sad title. It was an honest one.
She was alone.
She walked to the bathroom, her bare feet silent on the hardwood. In the mirror, a stranger blinked back. The smoky eye shadow was now a bruise, the lipstick a faded wound. She looked older here, in the lonely fluorescence, than she had an hour ago under the strobes. She ran a washcloth under cold water and pressed it to her face. The makeup dissolved in grey, watery tears down the sink. alina lopez after the party
This was the hour Alina loved best. Not the frantic rush of getting ready, not the performative peak of midnight when everyone is having fun , but this: the aftermath. The letting down of hair. The unclasping of the necklace that left a faint green mark on her collarbone. She wiggled out of her heels, and the sigh that escaped her was older than the party itself—a deep, cellular relief. Alina after the party