Mom Pov Sandra -
I hated that woman in the photo. She was a liar.
The look on her face—confusion, then a flicker of fear—should have snapped me out of it. But it didn't. I just felt… empty. I had spent years building the identity of "Mom the Provider," and in that moment, the scaffolding collapsed. mom pov sandra
But from the couch? I saw the messy, tired, beautiful truth. I am not a superhero. I am a woman who loves her family so much that she forgot to love herself. I hated that woman in the photo
Then, a small voice. Chloe had come back in. "Mom? Aren't you driving us to school?" But it didn't
The silence stopped feeling like abandonment and started feeling like space. I realized that from my usual point of view—the frantic, spinning, "everyone needs me" vantage point—I had never actually seen myself. I was always the camera, never the subject.
Mark came home with takeout pizza and a bottle of red wine. He didn't ask about dinner. He just kissed my forehead and said, "Jenna told me. I'm sorry."
"Do you know what I see?" Jenna said quietly, pointing toward the kitchen. "From my POV? I see a mom who made a dinosaur diorama at 11 PM. I see a dog who is still alive and fed. I see a son who felt safe enough to forget his permission slip because he knew you'd handle it."