In this fantasy, I am not the person who pays bills or worries about what time the alarm goes off. I am the observer . And she… she is the electricity.
“Stop thinking so loud,” she says in my ear. Her voice is gravel and honey.
Natasha doesn’t just walk into a room. She rearranges it. The air gets heavier. The silence gets louder. She leans against the doorframe, arms crossed, a smirk that says she already knows every thought that’s about to cross my mind. She’s wearing something simple—dark denim, a leather cuff, boots that suggest she’s either just arrived or about to leave in a hurry. Her hair is a specific shade of chaos, and her eyes hold a dare.
Here is the truth of it: The fantasy isn’t just physical. It’s permission .
Natasha Nixx isn’t just a woman. She’s a door. And my ultimate fantasy is simply having the courage to walk through it.
Because in this ultimate fantasy, the morning never comes. There is no alarm. There is only the soft hum of the city through an open window, the smell of rain on hot asphalt, and the weight of her head on my chest.